Fear & Acceptance

I was really fucking sick this week. Which is super scary especially since I feel so fragile. I’m not actually fragile but somedays… well a lot of days feel that way. Its a bit of the fear creeping in thinking too much about the future. What has happened before and could happen again… I was running a fever, chills, cold sweats and to hear i can be there in 10 minutes made me hesitate. I dont accept help for the first time in a long time I felt cared for.

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